I just had some good sleep right now, maybe I had dreamed too which is absolutely what I wanted because dreaming really makes our brain release its pressure or burden so that we won't get literally crazy. When I was just suffering from insomnia especially in the pre-dialysis years I am making it a point that at least I would get some minutes of sleep because I know the value of it.
I thank God that insomnia wasn't able to bring me down so here I am after a few years of suffering a lot of mental burden like frustrations, fears, worries, etc. I am still productive and relatively doing well because at least it makes my day go by without being wasted unlike other people.
Now The Bad News
It seems that my brother will get operated on with his heart and it will take about $25,000 for the expenses. That is why the allowance the he gives us gets delayed and he is just not saying about his upcoming operation to us because he does not want us to worry about it.
But my mother had learned about it because my brother's wife asked my mother about going for a request in financial assistance from the government's charity agency.
I am sure that my brother will get some assistance to slash some of his big expense about his heart surgery. But my mother had told me that his chest will not be opened but his side area. I am guessing that the surgeon will free up some clogged arteries on his heart.
This is a bad news because I would like to help my brother but cryptos are down so I just don't want to sell my portfolio because of that, it is a bad time to sell considering it is hard to earn cryptos. Also there is no one helping me with my finances and all of my money is just there to give me some security for my own medical needs and if I would find myself wanting I can never rely to no one but myself.
I just pray that the operation would be successful for my brother who is the one that helped me during my years of needs. I am confident that he will going to get through it but his expenses would be difficult for him to bear. Please pray for my brother.