As a teenager, it was very likely for me to idolize something/someone. I got excited about something I really love.
I got hyper every time I saw related to it. It makes me overexcited.
According to Mr. Google, I am called a Fangirl (っ◔◡◔)っ
Books are something I love the most. I also do an online reading, especially this app called 'wattpad' where writers all over the world write their own story. I got in love with their stories.
So what does it like to be a fangirl?
You know everything there is to know about the objects of your fandom: the name of their grade school, their most loved sustenance, the brand of gel they use in their hair. YOU KNOW IT ALL. ⚈ ̫ ⚈
When they tweet ANYTHING you crack the monstrosity out: "OMG! SHE TWEETED, SHE'S UPSET? OMYGHAD WHYYYY?!" (◯Δ◯∥)
You have a genuine fixation on their fanfic and CAN'T STOP READING .
When anybody gives you ANYTHING identified with the being a fan—themed birthday style, a photoshopped pic of you with them, their restricted version perfume—you're so cheerful you could cry (and generally do). (◕ᴥ◕) ༼☯﹏☯༽
Fangirling is simply the way of giving a piece of yourself to something, be it identified with school, games, books, or whatever else that you may have an enthusiasm for. Fangirling is the unbridled energy more than one specific bit of stimulation or dominance. It is the capacity to investigate the degree of one comic book or football game without agonizing over different assignments that should be finished. It is simply the need to overlook one's and essentially appreciate. Appreciate. Appreciate it. Commit a piece of your life to. These are for the most part equivalent words for a certain something. Not fixation, as Oxford would have us accept.).
Fangirling is not obsession
It is love (♥ω♥*)
That is the one true meaning of fangirling — to love something profoundly. Unequivocally. Now and again, it feels likened to adoring family and companions. Be that as it may, this is a remarkable love, since this adoration is uneven. You give such a large amount of yourself to this a certain something and get nothing consequently. And keeping in mind that most uneven loves are terrible, this one is ameliorating and invigorating. We never need to quit surrendering to this uneven love, despite the fact that we may have our hearts broken on numerous occasions. We are constantly ready to come back to that baseball field or book arrangement and give it another attempt. Also, it will dependably feel a similar way — sweet and fulfilling.
Being a fangirl doesn't just all about gathering and completing all the merchandise of your idol, it is also finding your family. (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و