I find what you wrote so fascinating... some of it mirrors me, and some of it reminds me of others in my life... I used to be a lot more confident in my emotional ability, but somewhere along the way, I found that I have quite a few handicaps in this aspect of my life... as time goes by, communication, friendship and trust has became more valuable to me like a depleting natural resource... and its really hard to find the knob that fixes that... well, I'll leave it at that.
I also found your introduction post very interesting, I skimmed through it, but just from the photos alone i can tell that you have a unique perspective on life, and I hope to see more posts from you.