As a natural born woman, I was conditioned to believe that women have to be submissive and getting married to a nice guy was my ultimate goal! Oh, how wrong I was!
When I turned 30 years old I looked back at my life and realized that I was never happy or even satisfied in any of my past relationships with men! One even ended up in a small but beautiful wedding ceremony, which I organized myself! But that didn't make me happy and dindn't last for too long! I am always growing and evolving as a woman and as a human! I do not like to be stuck in one place. A man becomes lazy and looses his drive to work harder once he gets you as his woman. He stops appreciating you as his Divine Goddess and you become another trophy head on his wall! That is why women get a lot more from men if they constantly tease and then deny them! When a man is denied he will try harder to do better because he wants to prove to the woman he worships that he is worthy of her time and attention!
I started dominating men for money, as a professional Dominatrix after a few years of experience as an elite escort. However, as a Dominant Woman I do not provide any sexual services during my real time BDSM sessions. When I learned that there are men out there who absolutely love pain and willing to pay good money to be abused and humiliated I didn't doubt for a second that I wanted and would enjoy doing that! From the first time I used a strapon during a role-reverse session with a sub, I have not had a vanilla sex and have been a lifestyle Mistress ever since!
The satisfaction of taking control over a male body was undeniable! I never wanted to go back after I've experienced my kinky femdom side. Dominating men does not mean that I am a devilish woman. It simply means that there is a demand in the men's world that consist of their deep dark desires of being used, abused and humiliated by a strong confident and divine female! I didn't see anything wrong with helping my subs to achieve the level of satisfaction through the pain and humiliation that they are not able to achieve without it! I myself believe that pain is only temporary and if you concentrate on something opposite of it, like an object of admiration, your Mistress or certain words, the pain becomes less noticeable!
I quit my escort sessions completely, as soon as I started getting paid for dominating men! I absolutely love being a professional Femdom and I truly appreciate all my subs for everything they do for me, even though I treat them like they are not even humans at times! They send me tributes and gifts. They help me out, they do chores for me, they drive me around, they take me shopping, they take me out to dinners and they pay for everything! They respect and worship me like every man should and I am much happier now as a Dominant Woman! I am much more satisfied being served by many submissive males who take care of their Goddess and worship me endlessly than being married to one useless male! All of my submissives bow down, tribute and kiss my feet for the privilege to serve me in person, because they appreciate my time and energy! And this is where my name came from. RussianQueenM has been served as a Mistress since January 2016!