I just love the rise of the feminine!!!
The opportunity to help a girl the other day out of bullying into empowerment, shining her light and telling her that we have her back as she moved into the principles office and meaning it! brought tears to my eyes.
Seeing that women claim their right to divininity, showing and choosing to love their bodies the way it is, brings tears to my eyes.
The fact that I pass out out of overwhelm of emotions that have come up around me going through court to stand up for my son gets a whole different perspect now.
I am a woman, too. Here to rise.
Anyway, seeing this beauty in all these woman, taking responsibility, lifting each other, molding the world into one I want to live in leaves me be in awe.
You inspire me. All of you.
Especially the way you dance and honour the masculine in equality, hold your sons and male fellow humans while you shine in your glory.
So vital. So important.
So inspiring.
It makes my chest hurt to see and be on the receiving end of abuse.
Yet, maybe it needs to take exactly that: abuse for us to move into safety and happiness, control for us to surrender, war to honour the peace.
Do we even know what it feels like? To live in a peaceful world?
Imagine. Dare to imagine a world where children return home to open loving arms, where peace is normal, where safety is a standard, where unity is excepted like the air you breathe.
You are breathing, aren't you?
A world that we have created and feel so good about, we look into our own eyes again and in each other's.
Where we reach out, hand in hand even if that means heart to heart during a no contact pendamic.
Imagine, we are holding our own and each other's hearts. 😍
Omg! There is more love out there than I thought possible. We are able to create change faster than I thought possible.
Slowly slowly. The trauma sits deep and the wounds need to be honoured.
A lesson learned unconscious on the floor. Because if one of our fears is to reach out and be vulnerable because our brain still associates it with abuse than we need the utmost care and kindness on our way to create a world of safety, open hearts, trust and unity.
Pedophiles don't know it better either.
They, too, live from conditioning and try to fill the void within themselves through addiction (e.g. sex addiction), control, manipulation and more.
Have you never spoken a white lie to get your way or around things?
Have you never controlled another (your partner, child, friend) to have it easier, get your way or get to the goal faster?
Have you never lied or stolen?
What is arising is only ever a reflection of ourselves.
Yes, maybe 10x because stealing children, raping them and abusing others may not be the same as stealing a lolli or mum's money. Yet, to the divine, stealing is stealing.
It is here to wake you up and show you where you need to heal, where you need to take more responsibility, where you can soften more, where you can UNDERSTAND.
I say it again: us keeping others punished, locked up and put away is another reaction of surpressing parts of ourselves.
Let me make it clearer: if we make abusers wrong for what they did, we are making parts of ourselves wrong, surpress and lock down what will be the next wave of "terror", war, shock and more.
Can we be with it all? Can we be with what is happening on this planet?
Can we be with our own emotions?
Personally, I underestimated my emotions around what I personally go through: I understand the behind the scenes work enough to know that I will be okay and the my son will be okay. Yet, we are human and we FEEL and those feelings have massive impact.
Underestimated impact if you ask me.
They need to be honoured, felt, heard, understood.
Sometimes we need to ask: what made you do the very act you did?
Where is this anger/violence/rage/etc coming from?
We need support with this because we are human and there is only so much we know, are able to handle and can move through.
TOGETHER we rise.
The more we connect with our hearts, the easier we shift emotions.
See how we are called to rise above our own personal fears in our own personal growth on our own personal journey, yet, how, in the end, perfectly, every bit of horror, terror as well as love, joy and happiness serves our evolution?
Has someone, who is all of a sudden emotionally available and safe to be around after you have been abused not triggering you?!
How passing out makes me realise the importance of my emotions, on my unique journey it has to do with success (the way my dad raised me or shell I say the way I received my dad's parenting towards me), that my mum passed out often when she was my age (Yes, yes. The most horrific situations DO have their roots! Incl. Pedophilia!!!!!!!)
What is coming up for you in this moment?
Where are you at?
What are you learning from it?
