This is my first blog for Fet Life introducing myself to the kink community. I'm officially telling everyone my story including the kinky world LOL. So now you all here on Hive know what I have went through and STILL going through. This will be a two part blog. I've hinted here and there about things that have happened to me these past few months but not really saying much. I've refrained from doing so in case my ex does in fact decide to log in one day and read this. Now I don't care! I want the world to know my story now and everything she has done. Let her learn the horrible truth about herself and what she has done to our family. IT'S JUDGEMENT DAY!!! Everyone needs to know the truth! I WAS AND STILL AM A GOOD FATHER AND DIDN'T DESERVE ANY OF THIS!!!

Now for my Fet Life blog...

WANTING MY FIRST BDSM EXPERIENCE...

Before I begin, I'm dedicating this blog to every man out there that has ever suffered from losing everything as a result of a woman with Borderline Personality Disorder.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!

Howdy y'all, I'm an artist, activist, comedian turned loose on Fet Life for the first time.

Why am I here? Well the title says it all LOL (me trying to be funny).

Seriously though, I just got out of the most fucked up relationship yet. My story is most phuct up! It's so fucked up the word fucked is being spelled "phuct" because that is how phuct up my story is. And I want to tell you all about it LOL.

Long story short, my life went from a Nicholas Sparks movie to a David Allen Coe song. She ran off with a you-know-what LOL. And you know the word! If not then you are probably too stupid to be following me LOL. I can't say the word nigger because then one of you little Tide Pod eating antifa/BLM faggots turned loose here on Fet Life would give me shit. OOPS! I said it anyways! LOL well if these fuckers ban me they ban me. I dont give a FUCK!

So, my rainbow baby's mamma, my ex, is textbook Borderline Personality Disorder. It means she hates me but she cant live without me LOL. Or, in my case, makes love to me like we are going to have our 2nd child and then turns around and screams at me that I violated her. What kind of sick shit is that!? Nothing says I violated her more than her growling the words "I'M OVULATING!!!" At me when I told her that I wanted to make love to her like I was trying to get her pregnant again rolls eyes. Meaning she wanted my sperm inside her more than I did LOL. Oh and did I shoot the biggest load deep inside her fat hairy fuck hole that night. "Here comes baby #2!" I cried out as I blasted off like a fire hose deep inside her. Her kegels milked my love muscle of every last drop of baby batter that I had in my nut sack sucking up as much as she could into her cervix. Her womb was mine! "I'm leaking," she said as I held her, kissed her, and told her how much I loved her. She giggled a little as I suckled her big ol' tittles biting each of her nipples softly. We both were giggly as I pulled out. There was already a puddle of cum under her butt and going up her back from all that leaked out. Her thick bush was all wet and matted with my cum. It flowed from her pussy, down her butthole, and onto the bed. "Daddy made a mess!" She said as I ran my finger up and down her slit rubbing my cum around her mound. Yeah, I was proud of that love stain we made. I only regret not being on acid that night during this orgasm.

But I violated her!? WTF... SMDH

A week after we broke up she runs off with this ugly bald cancer patient looking dude who is a total prissy boy down in Fort Smith. She said I was incompetent with our son making me out to be a bad father as her reason to break up with me. Only to run off with this dude a week later. Kind of funny how she isn't being violated when she is fucking somebody she does love? How dumb does she think I am? This had nothing to do with our son. HOME WRECKER!!!

She never loved me... SMH. She used me!

Not long after being kicked out she moves this dude into my house that I bought her, for us, to live in as a family. Isn't that some sick fucking shit!? I lost it all! I bought her the house, a truck, and even an AR-15. I hope her new home wrecking lover likes my house I bought him!!! She replaces me with this dude who gets to be Daddy to my son 24/7. Meanwhile I only get to see my son for a few hours at a time a couple times a week now. Its fucking bullshit!!! She purposely destroyed our family damaging my relationship with my son all for her own selfish BPD.

I don't condone nor believe in hitting and beating the shit out of women (unless for BDSM purposes). But in words of the late great reverend and ascended master Sam Kinison, "I UNDERSTAND IIIIIIT!"

Don't judge my actions before knowing my reasons.

So now where am I? After all that I have been through? Squatting in my new tiny home recovering without any water, septic, or electricity; jacking off to all you hot BBW's reading this that I want to fuck so badly. Just like that one night I had with my ex. I want to fill you all with my load. The question is which one of you lovely ladies wants to be first? Which one of you lovely ladies wants to be first to beat my little rainbow wearing ass into submission showing me the best time of my life in bed having your way with me? I cum in seven different colors LOL. Cum taste the rainbow!

Sticks and stones may break my bones but whips and chains excite me.
So throw me down and tie me up and show me that you like me.

~RM

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