Serenity, curiosity… How do you put in words your feelings?
The first day of the year. Lucky enough, we have some snow to go with the spirit of the season.
Yeah, I kind of like it. _ I woke up with a good vibe, no heavy clouds in my head, no crazy rats in my stomach. I feel kind of good. Still, a shadow of mild anxiety: will I make it today? _ I try but it doesn’t work easy like this. I can’t sit at my table and just write down my thoughts. Actually, I do but I mean, real writing. No, no. Wait. This is real writing: curiosity, hope, anxiety, enthusiasm, doubt, despair, pain, faith, dream.
At one moment in my life I was brutally faced to my inability to deal with my life. So, I started to close my business and eventually I stuffed my school backpack and a cabin trolley.
With my last money I bought some two hundred British pounds at the airport before boarding the plain to London, England.
