That evening was my holy time in front of the porch of the house. Waiting for someone to fill the void .. Tut tut the sound of sms coming in on my phone. My friend Mita's name sent "ma'am, do you want me to introduce a guy, my friend?" He was looking for a texting friend "he said, and I also replied to the message" yes already, from my cell phone is quiet "I said. Soon, there will be another incoming sms. The new number turned out .. Sending the message "good afternoon", as usual I replied appropriately how teenagers text ..
One week, two weeks, he always called me. Either that sms or phone. FB exchanges too .. It's nice if someone fills that loneliness. As time went on, I seemed to start liking him. With an attitude that shows a concern for me. Exactly on December 2 on Jl ahmad yani warung tongkrongan anak muda, I met him for the first time. With a natural appearance of course .. The heart is pounding very fast. Yes, the grogi is for sure. I invited my friend, he also invited his friend, even more than me. "Dendy" he said, a warm greeting by shaking hands. Height equivalent to me, thin, white, narrow eyes, and black hair. which I think he is just ordinary. Because I am also one of the women who likes to be picky. He was fun, royal, connected and talked to, That's what makes me sympathetic to him. My sympathy turned into liking for him, which can beat my nature of liking to choose the perfect guy.
A week after we met, he said to mita "mit, your friend is like an aunt". Why does he have to talk to mita? Why not speak directly in front of me? Oh God! What's wrong with trying to say that? Really? My style? Down is for sure, very sure. It hurts too. It feels like I don't want to get to know other guys anymore. After he said that to mita, I do not want to text again. Lost contact at that time. Despite holding back a very bad feeling of longing.
I haven't been in touch with him for 2 months. I have also started to get acquainted with the name that used to always be on my mind. At that time, I already had a new boyfriend who was very accepting of me as I was. He was good, and never judged my style. He is also a guy who meets my types. Immediately, I changed my FB account status with him, using a photo of both with him. Many comment if we are compatible. It feels so good.
3 days after I changed my status on my FB account, a guy named dendy contacted me again. Sms "Do you already have a guy?" He said, I also answered "yes". Surprisingly, he had time to say "you turned out to be beautiful, I was wrong to say so. Also compatible with your guy ". Oh God! Do not be influenced again by his sweet mouth, my mind.
After 5 months of dating, I reopened my FB account, looking at his profile. And as it turns out, she also has a relationship status with her new girl. Why can this heart hurt? Why be angry? Frustrated? Are you jealous? After a long time I had a relationship with my boyfriend, is it possible that there is still a feeling with dendy? Confused.
A week later he called me again, giving me another attention, until I broke up with my boyfriend because I was attracted to him again. He's weird, very weird. Already have a new girl why are you still calling me? Even though he himself said first, if my style is like aunts. Then why did he act like that to me? I live with what I have. And after a month, he left me, really left me. Not calling me anymore, he left when I really loved him, loved him. Probably because he already realized, if it was his girl that made him happy ..
Even now he still has the status with the girl .. If he knew that the feeling was still there for him ..