Honestly, you aren't doing well, not as well as you could be and probably should be. You have been neglecting so much, and not learning anywhere near enough.

These lines make me think like you are talking to me straight into my eyes. honestly i am not doing well, i am trying to overcome my depression so hardly. I went to the resort and beaches but still there i sat with the sad face with bit of tears in my face. I feel my heart is so heavy. I sometimes thought running far away. Idk what's happening in ma life. I am just living a life with no happiness.