Looking back this year, after all still didn't go well, although Japan opened an open eye, I understand, I did not do well. But I understand that not all blame me. This year's pain, difficult to tell, seems to be one of the worst years of 22 years ago. Now also leave him, we are not wrong, he determined not to speak, my fragile love questioning confused thinking, how can still do? Tired so tired, so give up, punish oneself not to have anything to do with him again disappear in his world. So what about you? Do you want to fall back like this? Although everyday looks very spiritual, heart empty. Finally understand that feelings can not be met, relying on others ultimately harm themselves. Be strong enough, stand alone, pragmatic, hypocritical, not artificial. Walk yourself down your path, weld your heart armor, solve problems, don't fear failure. Don't be worn down by this stumble, turn back to yourself alone and proud yourself.