I think we all felt that way at the start. I stopped caring about the money and just post what I want to. I really love the community here too. My usual photo host went down and I had a really hard time figuring out how to deal with a new one. Hive account@papa-pepper helped and so did some people in the chat room. You really aren't alone on here, just reach out. I loved your post about the camper. Tell some more stories about what you love and the love will come back.