I broke my shoulder and my mind and myself (July 2017)
I walked away from rugby and the gym, but at one point I did not like what I saw in the mirror (Sep 2017)
I tested everything I learned in these 5 years of fitness failures
I regained my weight, but it was not the same, training without gym was not the same (Oct 2017)
It was a time of doubt, and I decided to leave my country (Venezuela), there was nothing for me there. (Dec 2017)
The destination was Argentina, I prepared everything, and in the form of farewell I went back to the gym and rugby, just to say goodbye (Jan 2018)
Knowing that I would not get anything, I just train for love to fitness, and it was beautiful, it felt good to be back
I was excited, to know a new country, new people, new opportunities, but maybe in the background I just wanted to run away
Near to leave, everything fell apart, I left the country and the next day no longer (June 2018)
I did not know what to think, I lost my plans and my hope, again, besides dealing with the anxiety and depression of always
But I learned that at the time I trained for love to train, something happened that I did not expect, I became stronger and I looked better
So I would apply that in my life, do things for love, for passion and without worrying too much, just live
To thank those who are no longer there, love those who are and be willing to meet new people
And speaking of meeting new people, it's wonderful with what you can find
Of course, it's not that everything is easy now, no, it's never easy, life is hard, it puts you to the test and it hits you, but sometimes that's what you need, a punch in the face that awakens you as I woke up
I do not know where the fitness takes me, maybe at some point I can thanks to all my heroes from the platform of an olimpya, or maybe I dedicate myself to something else like helping people who struggle with their mental health just as I have done all my life, the fact is that this is my journey, this is my body and this is me.
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