John Lennon had a net worth of 40,000,000.00 when he was murdered in front of his apartment. Yet, some of his latest songs did not sound too happy. "People say I'm Lazy, Dreaming my Life Away" . In 'Scared', John Lennon wrote this,"I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared I'm scared, so scared I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared As the years roll away And the price that I paid And the straws slips away
You don't have to suffer It is what it is No bell book or candle Can get you out of this, oh no!.......
Hatred and jealousy, gonna be the death of me
I guess I knew it right from the start
Sing out about love and peace
Don't wanna see the red raw meat
The green eyed goddamn straight from your heart

I'm scarred, uh huh
I'm scarred, I'm scarred, I'm scarred
Every day of my life
I just manage to survive
I just want to stay alive....."