Desperate times requires desperate measures !
Haven't we heard of this statement many times over? And many of us have in some parts of our lives used this statement to represent a moment, a decision, a reason etc. At this current moment of my life, these words have so many meanings.
Last weekend when I was at church, I realized I was desperately seeking the counsel and patience from His Almighty. With everything that is happening around work, I wasn't sure if I was making the right decision. Being here was a big move for me and my family. We had to prepare ourselves mentally, emotionally, physically and to some extend financially.
Looking back, I start to question my decision. Many emotions come to mind and I'm not sure if I have the strength to carry on. I asked God for strength and guidance to show me the light, to give me faith and trust that this is the journey for me. To give me a sign that everything will be alright and this is only a test which I will pass with flying colors.
Sitting down on the bench at church, I prayed sincerely. And I realized that for that small moment of time when I was in HIS HOUSE, I felt safe, loved and happy. Tears of joy could easily flow down my cheeks because I know His Almighty is looking down at me.
Will I make a spontaneous decision or will I strive and make HIM proud by breaking the barriers in front of me? Only HE will know and HE will eventually show me when I'm ready for the answer.