Can You Feel the LOVE, man...?

Hey, I noticed you've been flagging me lately without even the slightest hint as to why... typical, another person that doesn't have the balls to personally address their shit, no... instead you just dump and run, like any coward would...

Now, I'm totally expecting that this post will send me straight down into the ABYSS of FLAG WAR HELL but go right ahead, do your best to try and expel me from this platform... I fucking DARE YOU!

There you go, how'd you like them fighting words? Does that inspire you? To spread more hate? WELL DONE... [insert slow clap]

Why don't I tell you why I'm here, what steemit means to me and why your flags say much more about you than they do about me... obviously, I'm not here for the money – I have a measly couple hundred dollar stake in Steem and even that is really just a gamble and possibly my last (dream) shot in life of getting anywhere close to owning a lambo.

So, why AM I here, sharing a dialogue of my life with relative strangers?

Well, for me it's a social outlet and currently my only social outlet. You see, a few years ago I suffered through what will always be remembered as the worst years of my life and while still un-diagnosed, I'm pretty sure I'm showing signs of agoraphobia, PTSD, depression and anxiety... to name a few. Why un-diagnosed, you ask? Because I'm too damn scared to go to a psychiatrist and revisit ALL the shit that's tucked away in my mind... it might just be better left where it is, you know what I'm saying?

As a result, I don't leave the house much and when I found Steemit, I found a place where I could share small parts of my day with others, much in the same conversational way that I would with a friend who had come to visit for coffee... and I was loving it. I had even got to a point where I was really impressed with my 'work' and was getting such a boost from it that I started thinking, gees I'm actually pretty good at this blogging stuff.

On a side note, recently, I did try to break out of my shell by going to my 'local watering hole' to meet some new 'friends' however, the audience of Hive account@lpfaust's #Joculation (PAL Discord) might remember how that one worked out for me ;) LOL

But then came the flags... yeah ok, but why? Oh I see, you want me to follow your anonymous link to another website that I'm sure explains it all... NO! I've already got enough voices in my own head that try to make me feel worthless on a task to task basis, I don't need your help, thanks but no thanks!

AND if you think you have a hope in hell of 'influencing' my decision... let me tell you, you are talking to a person who, and I'm serious about this... one day, personally addressed God and told him that I didn't want to take any part in this battle between good and evil... and I asked him, respectfully, if he could just leave me out of it and get back to me when he and the devil had sorted it all out and that perhaps he could just let me know when they've come to an agreement.

SO, exactly how much influence do you REALLY think YOUR going to have?

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I mean, in the words of that ever loving fat-ass, Cartman (and in homage to our very own, Queen Crim...) fuck you, fuck you, I do what I want?

SO, if you have something to say, at least have the fricken' balls to openly say it to my face... (or page as the case may be, better yet... hit me up on discord)

...otherwise BUGGER OFF YA SHIT CLINT...!

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and one more line of buffer for those who scrolled... :)

To all my regular readers, I apologise for the harsh language but it is addressed specifically to my FLAG TROLLS to let them know they won't knock me down.

Instead, I would ask you to focus on where I direct my energy, into thanking my followers for their support and for all the past, present and future engagement we have or will share...

And a gentle reminder, that what you put out is what you get back... because you can never really know how much you have effectively helped another person, just by simply saying hello and giving them a warm, friendly smile. (or NOT..!)

You never know, how often your smile (real or virtual) might be the one thing that someone needed to get them through a tough day/week/life...

FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO CELEBRATE LOVE...

The featured artwork today was created especially for you... it was created with LOVE and HOPE that it brings INSPIRATION and JOY to your day, and whatever you do today, I hope it comes from a place of LOVE and with an intention of PEACE...