SO
I had a girlfriend when I was 17. Yes I never kissed anyone until the age of 17. Believe it or not. This was because I was really shy and was unable to grow balls to make a move on girls, and even when a lady made a move on me I would immediately avoid it.
However I met this woman at a party and I caught the feels for her instantly. We were talking about bitcoins and its impact on current payment mechanisms IKR WEIRD AF and like she was so intelligent and all. I digged that. She was cute too haha. AND IN MY MIND A WAR BLEW UP. DO I KISS HER DO I NOT.
I decided to grow a pair and lean it, and then she placed her hand against my mouth and choked me and then said she was sick and was unable to kiss. And i was like omg just got rejected this is how it felt. And then SHE WAS LIKE LATER THAT NIGHT TEXTED ME THAT HER BOYFRIEND WAS AT THE PARTY LIKE WAHT THFUK, and so she begged that we met and I was like omg it would be wrong if I did. But i was weak for her and so she picked me up and yeah WE KISSED and she sucked the living shit out of my neck BAHAHA.
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SHOULD I FEEL BAD? SHOULD I TELL SOMEONE ABOUT THIS? What are your thoughts because i have strong values and cant stop thinking about the badness associated with my actions :(