Today I woke up to realize that if I just hang in there and ride it out, it may be more beneficial to keep at it with the Steem Power. So out of determination I am going to just avoid dipping off from my Steem Power and figure other routes to keep us afloat. Just took too much time and effort to get to 800 SP to let a few monetary worries take me out of the game.

So keep my crazy ass in your prayers, I am hording this SP as if my life depends on it. Gotta keep on keeping on and hope for the best that all will work out in the end. I feel like that guy in Lord of the Rings now:

Anyways, not giving it up....I will figure it out how to juggle life and my precious SP from going south.....damn you Steemit, you have me addicted as a Steem Power horder here lol...love it!!