They taunt me with “main attraction, main attraction”, “I’m so happy for you, I’m so happy for you” in stupid jazzy cartoon land crowds of familiar black voices, often. All morning today since I woke.

There are many stages they put me on, with many different crowds of electronic voices. The ones this morning are distinct and familiar. Worn the fuck out you could say.

I hate notoriety in any shape or form with a passion. I am far from a social person, I am an Introvert.

As I try to inseminate justice system corruption and police brutality, which I am a star victim of. They taunt me with “main attraction’ and “lance is famous” in stupid cartoonish black voices.

This taunting hampers me, slows me down and drives me to quit. I have to fight with this, pulsed in some verbal form every second as I work. All day every day.

They are trying to kill me by working the polar opposite of my individualized grain with this taunting.

I continue listening to deafeningly loud music as I stumble around trying to get this out. They taunt me with “main attraction, movie, family, Lance is single, marry me, your a millionaire, lawsuit, lawsuit, your so special, your so special, your a genius , your a genius”

They know I despise fame seekers and act as so in my head. They know I cherish anonymity to its fullest. They know I frown on, with a passion, credit for anything well done.

It is truly mother fucking maddeningly demented. I am having difficulty to the extremes with this and Hive account@fyrstikken knows it.

I continue trying to get this out, against my grain, while I listen to deafening music, averting their shocks and most of the voices, it enables me to work. They wouldn't even let me proof read this to no music without shocking me. Real fucking heroes here Hive account@steemspeak

Loud music averts voice to skull shocks. Its a necessity to articulating the specific type of voice to skull technologies they are using on me.

Being famous is part of my fuckit list not my bucket list.