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I have been living a life filled with hallucinations, false hopes and plain living in my head.
It's time to change the script. Take control of it. Be the master of my own fate.
I'm not talking about getting out of the Matrix.
The Matrix is not real. It never was.
I am living in the real world from now on.
Whatever hallucinations of surveillance cameras operating to capture my life is now a total bust. I will not ever think about people monitoring my every move.
Or
T.V. people talking about me.
Or
Any sort of notion that people I don't know KNOW me.
It's just plain simple.
I'm getting out of the world I have been building over the past 20 years in my head.
I think it is time to leave that behind and build a REAL life.
From today onwards, I leave that world I have in my head and head out into the real world to make a living for myself.
I know that this is the best course of action that I can take. There has never been anyone hoping to train me or make me an important person.
The time has come for me to take control of my future and work towards something real for myself.
I think I have gone through too many decoys or false hopes that I have given myself.
It must stop, and it stops now.
I feel much more liberated and free now that I have given myself a new life.
Gone are the days when I thought that someone would knock on my door to make me into a celebrity.
I left that dream girl dream.
Now it is time to leave this Matrix dream to venture into the real world.
With love,
Mikie J
P.S. I will not be watching any Matrix movies. So God help me.