I log into my Steemit account and it's been some time. I see that I got some kind of badge for being a member for a year. This apparently happened 17 days ago. When I became a member I was really set on actually going for it with Steemit and trying to create a nice, reliable and stable blog. I crave writing and I have projects I want to write about. I feel slightly sad that I haven't been able to actually do my plan. I even missed the 1-year mark. I need the reward and then I'll do the work...
But it's weird because writing is even enjoyable to me, so it's the pressure of the goal that makes me not do it. I should surrender all my goals and just be, I think I would do better in the world that way.