Hello, I am Sindy. A simple girl, with a lot of dreams in life. This morning, I can't bear my situation, I don't have money to fare going to school, as my mother did not work for almost one week because of her fever which is come and go. My little savings went to my mother medicine. Then I am wondering what to do as I am started my research. Today I am planning to do the research distributing the papers to the respondents but how can I do it when I don't have any penny in my wallet. I'm totally disappointed with my life now. I can't help my mother and even myself I can't help it as well.
I am wondering what to do. I just stay at home, planning and hesitating if I will still go with my studies or not. I am planning to stop. My mother can't work properly as she has something bad feelings on her body which we can't even go to the doctor for a check-up. I just bought her a pain reliever. The pain will vanish but after that, it will come back again. I don't know what to do at this moment in time. I asked God, at this age why I suffered a lot. Please help me what to do?
Behind this smile is a burden. Please help me to cope-up. I need someone to enlighten my mind. I asked God to please help me.