After the Awakening I decided to make some new changes in my life. In the beginning of finding out what type of world I actually live in, I felt like a doomsday preparer. I have now decided that I really need to stop and literally smell the roses. Tomorrow was never promised, I have no collateral. Only the true pure love that I have for my children. Even though I may have looked into the Pandora's Box and found out information that most people in our society are still asleep to. I need to appreciate and be the most grateful humble person in order to teach my children the truth values in their own lives.