Chapter 50
One fatal kiss

The worst thing a person could endure is a feeling suppressed a feeling suppressed unconsciously even without will. A feeling suppressed by ethics, fear or reason. That was what Bianca was going through now her feelings were unknowingly suppressed By each of this limitating factors.
What will they say? Hell. Condemnation, disregard, disgrace, hate. Ridicule, disgust, the fear of all this held her growing love for Monica unconsciously suppressed even without her will. She was locked in a box by fear and that's would hurt her, but she didn't know.
She was walking on fire treading the realm of the forbidden. It drove her mad.
"How was today?" Monica asked shyly as they both lay flat on her bed.
Bianca's eyes has been close for a whole now, her mind blank as she rested on the bed. Monica was tired, yes, but still she couldn't keep her eyes away from the god lying with her neither could she remove her hands from hers. She kept fondling with her fingers and smiling.
Monica was a little bit sad she wanted Bianca to touch all of her every single part of her body, to claim her. It didn't matter if she treated her Like a commodity as long as she belonged to Bianca she could be seen as anything by anyone. She could be anything and anyone.
She wanted Bianca to touch her core, to stroke her as she takes of her pant, to lick her. She wanted to be completed and only Bianca could do that only Bianca could set her heart aflame.
The passion she felt for Bianca was on fire. But yet she smiled because even if all she wanted to be done to her was not. What happened today, this afternoon was a big progress.
A journey of a thousand miles did start with one didn't It. With one fatal kiss in this case.
She knew what she was doing was wrong and what she was feeling was forbidden but she couldn't stop and she didn't want to stop. For once she truly can say she has lived and She loved the feeling of life and won't go back to death all for believe or religion or people or even family. Not for anything or anyone.
No Monica was not going back. She will walk in hell.
So I read the last post and I realized i didn't edit it. So i decided to post an edited version of the book to somehow help redeem myself. Lmao.