Who are you? Do you know you? Do you know where are you from?
The answer is no.
then why are you fed up, angry, disgusted, displeased, unsatisfied? why are you make your life boring by doing such of nonsence.
Think- it's your life. make it easier, smooth. don't try to put your life in difficulty. There are many works to do in this world. Do these. If you can't then stay with your life with a very big smile. life is like one time plate. So use it properly. Today- this day, this moment never come back again. So enjoy your life. Enjoy by your won way.
We came in this world with bare hand and will go so. There is no expectation to get or give anything. So no expectations no pain. just do what you want and make your life relaxed. It's you life, it's your time, it's your world. Be happy man.