I don't know what will happen but surely I can taste it right now. I am talking about my current condition because I am kept on having a trouble breathing and this just had been like this for many months now. I am afraid to die having to get drowned with my own body fluids while I am aware of what is happening.
That is actually what scares me and nobody cares about, it even my nurses which I believe is not emphatic and sympathetic enough and just uses us patients so that they can have an experience for them to be able to work abroad or graze in greener pastures.
I am angry that most of my co-patients aren't even able to walk like me or having trouble walking because of the kind of treatment that we are getting. Most have water-overload issues so with that issue that consumes their energy like I do. Some die fast because of the same issue.
What happens is that when a dialysis patient gets their BP crashing, they are infused with NSS and then their dry weight adjusted without the patient knowing as some patients just rely on what the nurses does. So it goes on like that and after a while you can see a patient with big bellies and are unable to walk.
It is happening to me and the nurses refused to adjust to my dry weight down because my BP goes down and they do the other way which is to adjust my dry weight up. Now I am just bloated even after dialysis. It really sucks because it is affecting my life having a hard time breathing not to mention hiving a hard time eating to.