It's been so frustrating trying to lose weight lately.
I feel that I am everyday further from my goals, I keep binging since Christmas and I can definitely say I am giving up losing weight by myself, and I think it's ok to admit it, some people can't do it alone and I'm one of them.
Monday I'm calling a doctor. I want to do some check up, especially some hormones problems (I have a couple) that may be interfering in my health + psychologic support. I think it's about time.
I usually try to solve a problem by myself, but when I see I'm not getting any results I just look for help out there, because not solving it drives me insane, mainly when I know it's solvable.
Meanwhile, I keep checking old pictures and moaning about how I used to smaller and feel way healthier.
Another thing that I got to know yesterday through friends is a thing called Gastric Balloon, it's a non surgical procedure where a balloon is installed in your stomach so it gives you the sensation you're full when eating, this way, you will eat way less.It is an alternative for people who are trying to lose a lot of weight, but are not heavy enough to have a stomach reduction procedure. Really didn't know about it and I'm quite excited and considering talking about it to my doctor.
This is something I want to "fix" this year. I'm becoming 29 and I don't want to be unhealthy for the rest of my life, because it also makes me my life shorter, right?
Thanks for reading,
B.
