Very interesting post Hive account@bontonstory. You really are trying very hard to get well. You are so right in that stress is a killer and can impact your health both mentally and physically. There is a lot to old herbal medicine. Even in my research on autism and anxiety disorders, I've read about alternative interventions. My favorite right now is neuroplasticity which believes in the brains ability to regenerate the neurons. That will have a fantastic impact on health without drugs or invasive treatments. I hope you are doing better. Please take care! :D