Hello, I am a recovered Bulimic my self, from the age of 11- 20 before I really started my recovery phase, that took a good 3 or 4 years. So it was a very long standing engrained illness to over come and I can say I honestly understand your battle.
My trigger was nothing to do with dieting or body image, that developed after, there are multiple factors that contribute to the development of an eating disorder. I have not started blogging about it yet, I want to have far more followers before I start with all of that, but it's something I will get into in great detail and how I recovered, it might interest you to follow my page. :)
Another user is trying to get a discord channel set up for recovery and addiction issues, he needs 15 comments of interest for it to be considered, if that get's active I would like to use that to engage with people who are struggling with this, I have a post with a link to his post about that group if it's something that may interest you then go and leave a comment on his post .
And also if you want to meet up in the chatroom at all id be more than willing to, sometimes just talking to someone who actually understands what it's like can make such a difference.
YOU CAN BEAT THIS. It may take some time, but you absolutely can I promise. Big hugs xx
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