Today I feel that my joints are stabilizing due to the fact that they are healing and I can feel that thickening sensation which is really unexplainable really. So to sum it all up the pains in my joints are considerably reduced thanks to my enduring efforts tin taking my medicine.
I am that close to giving up my medicine because of its untolerable effects. The only driving force for me is that the healing of my joints and it is a very big issue for me because healing my bones does give me a better sense of well-being but in the other hand my living situation is greatly altered as I cannot eat normally.
I think that the only better solution if I wanted to continue my medicine is that I would switch to peritoneal dialysis which my mother doesn't approve and they just believe that it will not be viable for my condition. They believe that I will be susceptible to infection which is true but again it will make my life better in the other hand.
Transplant is the best option of all, it will make my body balance the imbalances within but I do not know if it will be possible for my condition but maybe it might if I have the will and the means necessary for it to get realized, so that option is still open for me.
My plans just needs good funding and I am doing my best to save as much funds as I can by the help of steemit community so that as soon as I have the means for it all I will just head by the doctor of my choice and let them know what I wanted for my body.
I am ready for what the doctors would tell me but I know that there are doctors out there that can offer help without saying no the moment they see my condition. I can take the risks and afterall life is a risk anyway and I have nothing to lose at this point.