I wished that I can get dialyzed everyday but I cannot do that because of the expense that will incur me so I just have to stick to twice a week sessions which I believe isn't really enough for the reason that I get so breathless so easily because I am filled up with fluids in my body.
So my blood pressure reacts to that extra volume and it makes it high enough to make me dizzy whenever I move around a bit. But it could be about my internal ear that is the culprit when the bones in it get stuck up causing my vertigo. Nonetheless I am worried for both and the consequence for my health because I could not afford to get another illness that would arise from these symptoms.
I I am nowhere near my daily caloric intake which means I could not eat normal amounts of meals like a normal person can eat. If I try I just get filled up easily with fluids. Add to that factor this weird unusual inability to sweat much in the past few days, but maybe it is just the weather because it isn't that humid but it is hot.
So I am trying to get extra fluids by asking my nurses, they wouldn't listen and even the head nurse laughs about it whenever I would ask for it, the lower ranking nurses sees that attitude and they themselves gets infected with the head nurse's demeanor towards me. I feel uncared for really from that dialysis center. I could not easily get out from there because in the city they ask for much additional payment. So I am stuck, it seems that the only way out from this mess is death, at least I will never worry anymore about anything.