Sometimes I am thinking it is better to have some pains than this vertigo. I just am experiencing this debilitating condition that i really do not even think about and that is the dizziness brought by Vertigo. I had taken some anti-vertigo medication but I am still having a spinning head sensation which make me get nauseated when I turn my head left or right then I will get so dizzy that it makes me scared at the same time it causes me to be close to throwing up.
So I a just keeping it still on my bed and was able to catch some naps because I cannot do anything and since I do not need to use the bathroom or toilet for the moment it just makes me get pinned down on my bed now for more than 24 hours because of my fear of getting dizzy and falling down.
I do not want to fall down because I am careful not to break my bones as they had become brittle over the years that I have a hyperparathyroidism. So I even am careful while bathing and not moving or lifting my legs when scrubbing because at one time my pelvis got dislocated and it scared me because I rather go ugly I thought than having a pelvic bone join pt problem.
It will be a major problem if this will not go away this day or tomorrow because I really have to get up and walk and use the toilet or get on the car and wheelchair. I cannot do that if I am dizzy with my head spinning, I am thinking that I rather really die than to suffer this kind of condition.
If you are just thinking that it won't get any worse then it got worse. That is what really is happening to my body now and it is just a series of unfortunate events in my life and my life story is not even a movie material but just a clutter on the steemit blockchain. It is just my friends here that makes me strong but I will still fight though and hope to see the light of another day.