I did had a good sleep (relatively) last night and I cherish nights that I had those good sleep because I already knew the value of sleep, it makes the brain healthy and you won't go "loco" like those sleep-deprived individuals like drug addicts and patients which I had seen with my own eyes.
It just sucks when you get sleepless because you don't get rested well enough and it damages your body. After sleeping I could feel energized so it is something that I am thankful for when it happens.
Today is a good day for me because for one thing some of my pains are alleviated already like my tailbone which I am complaining about in recent days because it was painful and it affected me much because it didn't allow me to walk around anymore.
Now I am recuperating still and hoping that I can get on my feet and get the ability to walk because I still have an issue with my hip joint and I wish that will get an improvement as well in the future.
I will be hooked at dialysis soon this day and I also hope that my freakin' blood pressure won't crash down again. I lost all hopes to control it and I am just relying on my body how it would react to dialysis because I cannot do anything about it anymopre as I lost all options just to make it stable while I am on dialysis.