Today that feeling of running numbness on my left side flank is almost gone. It is a kind of sensation where I believe that my muscles (if there are any) on my left side of the body is adjusting to my spinal bone degenerative malformation. Now what bothers me is that my ribs are aching and it is a very hard thing to endure because I can only sleep on my left side but sleeping on my right side is impossible because I feel that my ribs there are more brittle than in my left ribs.
Today I am feeling weaker than usual, it is maybe what it is and I cannot do anything about it because even though I am eating I still have these weakness and stiffness issue in spite of my phosphorus and calcium levels being normal.
So now I just found out that having a normal calcium levels doesn't mean I am cured of my weakness. I am referring to a marked weakness, if you can imagine not being able to pinch a nail cutter, open a water bottle, open the remote control compartment of your TV's remote control, that is what weakness I am suffering with so I just am giving up and let my bone, kidney health issues take its course.
But I can sit for a longer time but it takes a lot of my energy so I am always preferring lying down just to save myself from having a back pain. I also can eat but not much, I just want to eat two times per day because my body and lungs gets affected when I load up on food and fluids with frequency.
But my utmost prayer is that my Leontiasis won't progress and make a bunch of disabilities again. Only God can turn the tides of my fate so I am just doing what I can with the help of my fellow steemians to get rid of this pesky condition or at least soften its blow in my already badly beaten body.