I feel heavy and weak again due to fluids overload and I can't also eat anymore. Good thing is that I have my Nepro milk and I could get a nutrition without having to chew food. It is a complete meal and fills me up satiating my hunger even after lunch time so it is a good thing to have such supplement for times that I could not eat.
This week will be much of a relief because I will be having a three times per week dialysis. I currently for years now had only two times a week dialysis and I feel that it wasn't really enough especially now that I have a little intolerance of loading fluids in my body and it makes me go breathless as it is hard to breath with the fluids squeezing my lungs.
Now maybe I could eat more and drink more and I hope to really gain some weight. I was always measuring the diameter of my arm with my hand and checking its thickness. Now I could see a little improvement. Maybe soon I will be able have extra muscles and fat so that it will help me gain my lost strength back. I am still hopeful and optimistic about my health. God help me.