The wet season had begun and I actually both fear and hate it. I fear the rain because sometimes it rains a lot then the flooring seams and cracks will begin to seep a clear flood water due to they are being filtered naturally by the dirt beneath the ground. So if it would get flooded in our house it means it will be more flooded outside. It is a remorseful situation as well as being so difficult because of my condition.
I also hate the rain because it makes me feel cold and I have to use my blanket so I won't get the shivers. In addition the cold weather just doesn't allow me to perspire so I get to be filled up easily with water or extra fluids so now anything that I intake as my food whether it may be any food and liquids I would absorb it if I don't perspire it will just be an added burden to my breathing.
Both of those factors are affecting me and nothing that I could do but to pray that things will hold out and not get worse for my situation because I have myriad of bodily problems and I am close to being invalid like being bathed by my mother because I literally cannot move around anymore that much because of joint pains and weakness as well as this troublesome breathlessness.