Thank goodness that there is something like the Internet and social network sites like steemit for example where I could use it to combat my boredom, frustration, and sadness. Also at least I could earn some money too on the side which is fantastic and relatively way more easier than having to learn some skills and talents and using it to earn.
But in steem platform we can have many ways to earn from games, gambling, to a simple blog which I myself is utilizing for the said reason. Had it not for this platform/community I could have been crazy and my mind lost due to my current health state.
Yes I did remembered the time where I have nothing to do when we have no Internet access yet, those days are just used with waiting and waiting because there was nothing to do except to watch the television and sit around and endure what I am feeling inside my body.
I am still feeling crappy and it is more magnified now than then but at least nowadays I have an outlet to express my thoughts and it had became a therapy for me so that I could hold my sanity for it not to collapse. I do thank God for giving me this community where I had found I could say were real friends, so what more if I was their relative?
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Of course the best thing was we are earning with blogging although for me it has been a turtle's pace but I am still grateful because not all people with bad disabilities earn like I do as some really are just a burden to their families and I am thankful that I am just a bit of a drag to my parents but at least I am still helpful for them.
I do have a lot of plans for myself but I also have plans for my family especially for my parents. But if my health goals would not get a reality it will just all be concentrated on making our lives comfortable and all of that will not be possible if not for the will and plan of God for me and my family.
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