I do not have much hope to my hand if anymore drastic measures will be done to make it stop. I mean the root cause of that issue with my hand, my left hand in particular was my Hyperparathyroidism and I am trying to control it by taking medications to suppress its function and yet it is still 700 times pumping more of its hormones into my body which in turn makes my joints to stiffen and get painful.
Although the enlargement of my facial bone had been stopped somewhat but my bones are still painful particularly in my feet and now it is happening to my hand joints. I do not know what to do now because the other option that I am targeting is just hard to achieve as it needs funds which at the moment I do not have.
The bad things is that the fact that even my Endoctrinologist doesn't even believe that I would not be able to handle the rigors of Parathyroidectomy surgery because of my current physical condition even if I have the money plus the fact that there are clearance tests that I have to pass as well.
But I am determined to achieve that goal and I want my money to speak for me so even the doctors will listen. But if it would not be feasible for me to to achieve my medical goals then I might use my money just to make myself as comfortable as I can and live my life like this for the rest of my duration of my lifetime.
I just wished that cryptos had came sooner and maybe none of these things had happened but it all happened and what I have to do now is to deal with the situation and find ways that I could make myself live a better life like this and maybe there is still some hope that I could live near normal or with a miracle achieve them all if God wills it.