I felt another considerable relief from taking a pain-reliever because of my overall body pain. I guess that this is what normal people feels like everyday because they do not have the illness that I am enduring in these past years of my life. I really do not like taking additional medicines especially pain relievers because of their side-effects particularly the gastro-intestinal disturbance like ulcerations and such.
But sometimes I have to use some pain reliever like today because I want to at least get some form of a break form what makes me feel uncomfortable which is my overall body pain particularly my back. The pains before was so lingering that now I have to medicate my hyperparathyroid just to vanish the lingering pains away.
I spent all afternoon until this early evening sleeping and I missed doing my daily digital painting as well because of that. My muscles feels like they are weaker so I might not do much anything this evening but still I will try to do some digital art because I liked the idea of doing something creative and then feeling grateful of accomplishing something beautiful in the end.
I just wished that my life isn't solely focusing in getting a goal of pain relief because it is not the way I want to live my life but pain is part of my life now, a greater part of it not mentioning the other things that I am concerned about. But still I am thankful that I get breaks from what makes my body in misery.