Well I was in an abusive relationship for over two decades...which I finally ended 2 years ago after my youngest was grown...I haven't worked in that whole time ..I was a stay at home mom...plus I am on disability. ..and I am finishing up my move ..then going to go back to work and get off of disability. .I also gained alot of weight over the duration of my horrible marriage..so my self esteem in kinda in the gutter but I started a new health plan ..or change a few days ago I plan on updating bi weekly on my posts ..I'm eating 80% plant based diet 20% chicken and fish and starting exercise plan slowly. .only doing what my body will allow ....so everyday is a struggle but its a step in the right direction so I feel better ...I know and have faith that everything will fall into place ..because I'm working my butt off for it :) :) Kayleigh