Thanks for showing up and being vulnerable.
It looks like you have a keen awareness and ability to recognize where you're at and where you want to go. My bet would be that you'll make it there, especially since you also have presence enough to be embracing gratitude even as you find your way.
I'm happy you're here owning your truth, even if it is as messy as the rest of us!
PS - That first picture is amazing!
RE: Raw