I should be working on an upcoming Crypto meetup I will be hosting in my city.
I should be preparing for an upcoming party.
I should be studying.
I would love to continue the music projects...
But my back has been killing me for the last few days and I don't get much sleep because of it.
I went to the doctor's today. She told me that in worst case it might be a spinal disc herniation, but hopefully the pain should be gone in a week, if it is not. Right now I have no idea what it is. Painkillers ain't doing much for me, but they might be keeping me sane at least.
To be honest, I slightly fear, that it is related to me being hit by a car a few months back. I was out running, and a car drove out from a parking lot. I thought the driver had seen me, since he seemed to slow down. I was wrong, ended on the hood, then on the middle of the road before humping on to the pavement.
It hurt a lot on the day, but I was fully mobile. However, when I woke up the next day, I could barely move my neck. After half a week or so, the pain was mostly gone and my mobility was back, and afterwards everything felt like it was back to normal.
Now though, my upper back, one shoulder and lower part of my neck is in pain. It feels like it's being constantly poked by a sharp object mixed with a burning sensation. My hope is, that this is all coincidental and the pain will be gone soonn enough, but I fear it might be my run down catching up to me.
I guess I should say sorry for whining to you all, but on the other hand, it's hard to concentrate on anything else. I figured I would share, why I had been missing in action for a short while. Many of you probably have bigger problems than me to focus on, and I hope you are able to find the strength, willpower and needed resources to deal with them!