Dear fellow steemians, it has been a very challenging and unpleasant time for me lately. I didnt realize how much i took for granted the support that my ex girlfriend had given me and i find myself in dire straights. Somehow my Ssi check hasnt arrived and its causes complications left and right. I have some morgellon filiment that is terribly active in my left jaw that is driving me mad. I am holding tight at the moment but i despair and am reaching out to help within my community here in marshall. I have to remind my self that no man or woman is an island although since misty found someone new it sure does feel like one.