I'm not sure why I kept thinking about this old 🗝️ memory of mine it seems to disturb me mentally so I think I should write ✍️ about it and let it go from my head.
I used to work as a salesman which I'm so bad at it I'm sure if my friends and family read this they won't believe it either. I didn't tell anyone and only some people who are close to me know I only work as a salesman for only 3 months why such a short time? Obviously I couldn't sell anything the whole three months I only sold 1 machine and this machine cost Rm7000 equal to 1594USD
Basically I failed and just gave up this is when I was 25 if not mistaken or younger everyone was selling it at least 1 a day when you sell one your commission you get 2K each sale but I failed after the third 🥉 month I could not 🚫 go further due to no money 💰 to pay rent, food etc.
On my last day of the job as salesman went to the last house 🏠 and basically I didn't convince them enough to buy the machine so I went home feeling defeated I went to so many house in that 3 months and I called so many friends and family and even called most leads still I fail in every single house I only sold one on my first month which I was actually happy with that achievement.
So this is what bothers me the most on my last day of work I was driving feeling lost, helpless and depressed like hell and I saw a car beside the road 🛣️ where 4 woman ♀️ trying to change their tyre without thinking I just stop beside the road with a numb and sad face I just went up to them I said "give me the tools I change it for you" so I started to change the tyre without looking at anyone's faces while I was changing it I feel a growing fear behind my back.
I feel as though one of them was evil or something I don't understand the feeling so I rush with the tyre change as fast as I could like an angry man they all just watch me sweat dripping on the road while I change the tyre my whole shirt was wet.
After I change the tyre I feel like the mother wanted to stop me but because of that fear I had the whole time I just didn't say anything and left as fast as I could the three daughters said thank you but I notice I fear the mother the most I'm not sure why it doesn't make sense this was such a long time ago and I remembered it so clearly and it never make sense why I'm still thinking about this memory and why I fear that woman so much.
I believe If I didn't go as soon as I finish changing the tyres I will be trapped for some Weird reason. That fear I felt just doesn't make sense I'm a man what can an old lady do to me? I thought 🤔 to myself still bothers me till today eventhough I am so far away from home.
Can anyone explain why I fear that woman so much?
Is there such thing as an evil old lady to begin with?
I guess I never know or maybe some of you can give me an answer or truth that I can be content with.
Anyway thank you for reading I don't write much here in this community hope nothing has changed if I break any rules please let me know thank you again.