Oh dear! I am just seeing this ( I took a longgg break from hive)
I'm so sorry about that, Hive account@bloghound.
I definitely reached that stage at some points.

I hope that with time and support from loving people, and removing yourself from the toxic environment, you will heal. Its a process and a journey. But we can do it! And we can speak out.

Sending you good vibes and tons of love!