The nights dressed in black-dyed snow,
With every chime, my heart broke again,
Plagued My the Memories they showed,
Assaulted by the aches and pain.
Wearied, I showed a brave front,
Despaired, I hid my pain and forced a smile,
To the world, I showed true courage,
I was hailed, some became my entourage,
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But every night I cried myself to sleep, Alone
In a corner, my heart's muscles tightened,
As the fire chewed into those moments, whilst I,
Cried till all I did was shiver;
The nights echoed the pitch of your laugh,
The walls called with the tone of your voice,
The bed creaked with echoes of your moans,
And the food only chose your Rosey scent.
I was haunted.
Till my Sun through the darkness,
Your face Rising from my rear mirror,
I picked my bits and glued my pieces,
And my life seemed to turn a corner,
Then I heard your laughter.
The pain, the tears, the anguish,
The maddening throb of a foolish heart,
Seared back and killed the flourish;
There you stood as though never left.
Now I mourn in my dilemma,
That you chose him over me,
That I'll never be enough for you,
That they'll be another to repeat this torture.
So I'm back to my dreary pit,
Confused, confounded, conquered,
Because I realize beyond all this,
I Still Love You.
A little Explanation of the poem
How many times do we watch the people we love choose other people over us? I am sure it happens again and again. And because we love them, we allow them to do the things that make them happy. Even though deep down we would love to hold back, to keep them, make them stay with us, and not the other person. Why? Because we are still deeply in love with them.
This right here is what true love is.....I saw a movie as a child and one of the exert from the movie was,
"True love comes once in a lifetime, and when it comes, don't let it go, because if you love with all your heart, you will be contented with what makes the other person happy." Her mother's daughter
The last part has always been in my heart, that if we truly love someone we will accept what makes them happy, even though it means letting them go.