Are you one of those who meets accident on regular basis like it's the normal way of living?
I AM! haha
In Divergent factions, I think I'll belong to the dauntless. I'm naturally a kind who does things as soon as I think of it. It just later on that I started to think a lot before starting anything.
And so, being risk taker or simply reckless living left me lots of scars. May it be crossing a rotten bamboo bridge or driving my motorbike, every move I use to make left me wounded or close-wounded.haha
And that one is open yucky wound. That's from my motorbike accident. I wasn't able to walk with ease for a month. It takes so long to heal since I haven't stopped working and moving around. Haha
Skin-deep scars are just easy to overcome, as for me, they're tolerable enough and I don't really mind it. Even the wound hurts a lot, I could still just bear it normally. My tolerance with pain is quite high and maybe because I was overdosed by watching action-packed movies or series. Haha (Blacklist. Harthart)
In this kind of smile, you know the wound ain't skin-deep, it's the issues of the heart haha
I WON'T WASTE MY SCARS.
May it be seen or not, scars I gained in almost 29years of existence, I will make it all count.
This is a short childhood story.
I was barely 4 years old, and it was nighttime. We didn't have electricity way back at my grandparents' place. We have kerosene lamp.
I find the fire captivating and thus, I keep trying to touch it. My Dad saw me and warned me. I am as stubborn now as I used to so of course, I didn't listen.
You know what my Dad did?
He intentionally burned my finger in that kerosene fire. Since then, I don't play with it.
😔How I wish humans are like that, when being bruised, burned or beaten; will learn not to do it again. And yes, that's how I literally think now. I shouldn't repeat the same mistakes and also, must heed to warnings.
How to make my scars count?👇
(1) I won't drive recklessly now, especially lots of dogs on national highway and reckless drivers too. (2) I will think; I contemplate a lot now before taking challenges.
(3) I won't let my heart be swayed
by sweet talks/smooth talks to avoid heartbreaks, and (4) I will keep thinking how things will be in the long run- absolutely NO to temporary happiness that could cost me painful consequences.
We should use our brains, right?
If we can't mental calculate (I'm bad at it haha), at least we'll use our brains to store lessons to learn from our scars and heartbreaks.🙈
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Thank you for those who keeps popping up in my notifications.
Ciao!
(All photos are mine 😀)