I understand you, I'm your age, and I too am experiencing this kind of crisis, partly due to the socioeconomic context not only of my country but also of the world; everything seems gray. I also suffer from hypochondria, and for this reason I'm treated with psychotropic drugs, so I'm sending you a hug because I know what it's like to suffer from hypochondria, that terrible, visceral fear of having any terrible disease, of dying, the constant visits that don't reassure, the compulsive internet browsing...