Well hello there, I’m finally learning my lesson and writing in bear, that was too crushing last night. Also, I think I’d like to learn how to play this little instrument….I believe it’s called a Kalimba, dunno I could see me sitting outside in a field playing on the mat, you bringing me green tea. Would be kinda perfect no? Perfect nomad instrument. Although I do have one short thumb, I wonder if that would hinder my abilities…..
Anyway, that’s a rabbit hole for another day. Hi there, It’s Saturday, and you’ve made it! Have I told you lately how proud of you I am? I promise ill be shaking this fog soon enough, I’m going to make it top priority to get extra sleeps tonight and try for an early rise, see how I feel and ease in to the day.
You’ll be happy to know that I actually did get my bum out of bed and did my interval training despite feeling tired AF, it’s really hard to say no to when I know in 10 minutes the whole thing will be over and I’ll be stronger for it. It felt good to feel my heart pumping in my chest, when I’m done I just lay there for a few moments, a habit I picked up from yoga I guess…
Still, there’s nothing like some of the blissful practices I had your side, deep breathing, sun rays hitting my skin and warming my face, feeling completely at ease and grounded afterward, that’s a feeling that’s much tougher to come by nowadays for what I assume is a variety of 2020-esque reasons. Still, I’m thankful I’m here, you’re here and we’re all safe and sound.
I know you were exhausted by today’s end but I appreciate you taking the time to chat with me, even if we were both a little out of it. You’re like a lighthouse in the fog to me, and even if I’m picking up on your exhaustion energies I’ll take a world where we’re exhausted together than any world apart. That’s a marvel side universe I want nothing to do with…
Looks like that web work deal is still on track to come through this weekend so that’s a little calm carrd.co time I’m happy to do to bring in extra bucks, something I can pop a podcast on in the evenings and chip away at.
That’s all we’re really doing with any of our work, chipping chipping away. I’m really trying to learn to be less focused on the benchmarks, and be ok with any progress, even if it doesn’t mean checking the thing off the list. Letting there be space to do things in parts, not just that on or off switch like a firehose of manic work until burnout.
Anyway, I think that’s it for me. I’ve got the last leftovers of vegan chicken soup waiting for me, then I think I’m getting straight back into bed. Sure it’s only 6pm but if it means I can feel better tomorrow it’s worth it. Not like I’m going to get anything revolutionary done tonight other than maybe stamping snowflakes on Christmas boxes.
But like I said, even that is just another drop in the bucket, and I have to believe those drops add up.
As for you my love, get some fresh ice cold water down you, make an awesome Saturday mousey breakfast and I’ll meet you in the middle on that data superhighway we call our digital home. I love you to the blockchain and back.
Goodmoring my love, and welcome to Saturday
<3 Dayle
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