Ciao Bella!
Endings should be celebrated with fresh hearts and new beginnings, you know I love a fresh bed sheet and a warm hot water bottle in the middle of us as we get in sync to make frozen zombie body movements while laughing our heads off, when you nearly laughed yaself in Portugal that time, good times — good bed, good sheets, lots of laughs, incredible drunk.
You can’t buy that, those moments are like snapshots of the life you think you might have and end up falling into and not realising how cool things are, I know, like me, you’ll take those moments with you into the next life, aquaplaning across the galaxy in search of your actual stardust essence.
Fuck it feels good to be back, I feel like I’m in a new club, the door bouncers are us and we have the keys to the club, we can come and make grilled cheese at any point in the night here and I feel like it’s maybe in a back alleyway somewhere in Japan after we had too much sake and we are being disrespectful (by accident) pretending to be quiet ninjas walking on tip tops scaring cats and knocking the tops of bins because we are clumsy.
I’d so love that, I know we have the name of the pie place locked in, the double barrelled sounding Japanese but NOT literally hole in the wall place we would love to own, maybe in another universe we are already doing that, maybe they are doing what we talk about and are sending back positive vibes while clinking together containers of blue liquid that will send them out of time and space and yet more in sync with each other.
You know, like we do.
My day has gone as expected for a Thursday, I didn’t see the news about the mod stuff until you mentioned it — I saw that coming a long time ago thou to be honest and I was surprised they did it now right near christmas but no time is a good time if we are being honest but it’s been a good chapter of life, learned a lot about blockchain and crypto in the process — replacing the day to day of adding many posts and checking stuff replaced with sending message to you excites the HECK out of me.
Having that extra level of control over this space/group or hive is great because eventually I’ll bring these posts onto our front-page crypto smart contract enabled front end portal of us whatever that looks like in the 2020 to come, it’s weird, I feel incredibly clear with razor sharp clarity — maybe it’s the chaos of all of these changes at once.. .
. .. the fasting, the food, the energy, the way the universe spins around and reveals a new doorway to walk through, a new energy path unlocked for us to explore, like I need to walk in those steps first and feel what that was like before I got to the real work as I’m gonna need all that I’ve learned — like being a jedi in your own back yard.
Anywaze, I’ve thrown a cute gif on this post and I’m firing it up to the hive, I hope it will inspire you to write on back to me — unlike other penpal letter of a previous version of me this won’t take two weeks to get to me via airmail from another country and I’ll get a notification when it happens.
Technology, it’s a great bonding agent but it’s not as good as turning around and planting a kiss on your cheek in a warm bed and tell you I love you, still, for today, this will have to do. ..
I love you x
__humble x