Boy was on a mission this morning let me tell you.
But I really did not wanna be, I was in and out of sleep, grabbing hours where I could, adjusting legs and toes outside of covers to try and regulate.
I beat the alarm by thirty minutes, instant frustrate, why have alarms when you know your probably gonna wake before them, especially when you decide ok, I’ll wait for the next alarm and get up anyway ten minutes before it and then have to stop what ya started to go back to turn that original alarm off — technology invading those first early morning moves.
It was a lot easier when you could just slam a fist down on the top of an alarm clock but the idea of signal function devices these days is not even something I can concede to going back too. At least I know as a fully grown adult man what the idea of conceding is btw (oh that republican burn)
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So I’m up, shoes are on, clothes on, adjusted head wear, threw my head outside the door, it’s kinda dark still, get booted and suited up, out we go, airdrop position acquired, waiting for mad loot son.
I’m standing there in kinda darkness but watching and listening to Mother Nature, planet earth doing it’s thing in the early morning, birds making their early morning adjustments, clouds rushing past, trees swaying with the slow howl of incoming winds, the sound of drizzle rain on my jacket crystal clear, I take steps back underneath concrete, I’m dry but I watch the puddles reflect the sky with pitter patter of rain turning into a small tidal surf pool for the borrowers.
As I’m standing there, in a moment of silence and clarity I hear this what I can only describe as like a million whooshes at once, I look up at moving from left to right, relatively low is a murmation of sparrows in what seems like wing synchro, like a mobile analog brown blockchain syncing wing blocks in unison, undulating like a wave against the tidal of the skies, a noise that just makes me track the group from left to right as the sound activates my smile trap card and just like that I’m standing there grinning like that cat bus from totoro.
Murmurations are huge groups of starlings that twist, turn, swoop and swirl across the sky in beautiful shape-shifting clouds. Just before dusk, small groups of starlings from the same area come together above a communal roosting site
Heck of a moment, nature is just putting in work each and every day, we talk about our grind and survival, these mofos are doing on the daily, every minute, every hour, every generation, adapting to our bullshit whays of digging that up, sticking a train through it and basically leaving our refuse in their backyards. What do they ask for, nothing, what do we expect, everything.
So I got my airdrops, boy setting himself up for the week, no distractions, no stop and start for me, I’m set already now for the next few weeks at least again, re-up on the milk supplies, might as well have my own farm cow right now ya know? — pumped for a can of cider with a night time hot chocolate to boot, I mean, we living over here right now or what.
Flexing on them bizey.
So yeah, here we are hunny, twelve days away from black friday, know that that means, we have time, lots of time, like, you already crushed a bulk order before the clock started running you damn looper you, what’s next ya gonna go back and make another ten orders up because you know another block is gonna come in or what?! — crushing the game.
If you’ve not already worked it out yet I’m already starting my second coffee this morning, I say morning but we are hurtling towards eleven and really tbh, I’d like to get this video I’ve been wanting to make out there already, I’ve still not got my template speed process perfected but I’m working on it, I think I’ll adjust the template to save me a bit of edit time today — having a better graphics card and machine is gonna make such a difference.
I’m glad you fought through the haze of the last few weeks, I’m glad we pushed and raised our collective sceptres to the sky and still pushed over the milly mark in our last push before you decided to holiday park the place. I’m digging it thou, I’m expecting street lights at some point, I can’t wait for the 1.5 update, I really hope it comes out soon, like for christmas time, that would be so like perfect I can’t even tell you.
Might be some power moves to pull over these next few months, let’s see how things pan out eh, if for nothing else, January is gonna be a look regardless, I’m in a little bit of a better mental position than I thought I would be two weeks into November but I know that I’m leaving BANK on the table which is a little frustrating but everything else seems to be shaping and falling into place around it, almost like I had my eyes focused on one prize for too long when I should have been looking at the long play instead, back listening to my inner calm now, it’s in the driving position, so that’s a look.
Enjoying working on video properly again, I’d love to get some new ads for you done today, might have to revisit the twitter 16:9 perspective, edit some tracks for loops and maybe send you a pack over to see if you like them, my creativity works best when I’m jump cutting to another track, doing it to the same track kinda sucks after a while, but I also think it’s also an issue with the ‘same’ effects styles that I made, I can’t help but after tinker.
I think that’s me for the moment love, wanna get this out and hopefully crush this video before you wake up, at least get it recorded and then I can edit as you are online and waking up.
Welcome to sundaze, time ya time this morning,
If you wanna take another thirty you got this,
It’s dark out anyway, so why not, just close them eyes,
Come back to this and comment in a bit, no rush.
Oh man, we got so much time right now it’s crazy!
Sundaze Hazy Whays,
Mouser xx